Monday and Wednesday: Hell Day
five kids.. yes that's my word of the day.. starting next week, i will be handling 5 kids.. for this week, i have four.. but i'm thinking of giving up Joshua.. our first session was okay but i never thought for a minute that he has too much bahavior.. some of the teachers already warn me about him.. he just came back, he stopped his therapy one year ago.. he kicks, he pulls hair, he throw things, he shouts and worst? he curses.. i'm now suffering from muscle pain because of him.. during our session yesterday, he slowly showed his behavior.. i was preparing for our next material when hu suddenly pulled my hair but i was too fast that i got my hair.. playbreak was over so i told him to pack away.. what did he do? he threw the toy so i told him to pick it up.. when he handed it to me, i threw it again and commanded him to pick it up again.. okay, that was over correction.. when it was time to write, he threw the pencil and the paper so again told him to pick it up.. i was nervous when he pointed the pencil on me.. good thing i got his hand.. we were about to go home when he unexpectedly pulled teacher esther's (the teacher that he hates) hair with his two hands! so teacher esther brought him back to the room and there he made a very nice performance.. people downstairs came up to see who was crying and shouting and cursing me and teacher esther.. i was holding his feet and teacher esther was holding his hands while he shouts and tells us that he wanted to go home.. it took us 15 minutes (i think) to calm him down.. he is such a scene stealer! and his not the only reason why my Monday and Wednesday will be hell days.. Alex, one of my new kids, is also a scene stealer.. teacher jo thinks she has adhd and i think she has autism because she rocks her body whenever there's a chance.. her session is two hours, after the first hour, she started throwing tantrums and shouting and telling me that her tummy is aching.. oh and her mom was watching which initiated her on crying more so i can't make a move! add to that is that she's fat! she's five years old, as tall as an eaight year and as fat as dudley dursley! and i'm her teacher! i don't think i can handle her and Joshua for the same day.. my body will give up on them.. if after 6 sessions and they are still like that then i will give up Joshua.. wreckers, i don't need discouragement.. i need encouragement..=)
