Allelujah!!!
i so love this day! i was supposed to have an on-chair with Teacher Eden from 9-12 but it never came to my mind that God has better plan for me today.. i arrived early at the center because as i've said earlier i have an on-chair at 9am.. but when i got there, i only found Teacher PJ, Teacher Jerson (the AOs) and Teacher Mon (the big boss, who happens to be Sir Pacquing's sister-in-law).. so she noticed that i've been there for like an hour before she asked me if we have a training, so i said no.. when chiko arrived, i told her that i'm really getting frustrated because i'm the only one among our group (st.paul girls) who doesn't have a kid.. i really wanted to cry at her because of what i'm feeling.. i can't talk to anybody, even JP, because he himself is busy and frustrated with his training.. until the telephone rang and Teacher PJ told me that i will sub for Mark today.. yey!! only a sub but still it counts.. i wasn't ready, i was shocked! so Teacher Eden accompanied me with Mark's materials and explained some of it.. even though i've already handled Mark during one of my on-chairs, i still felt afraid.. and one more thing is that his program is not there! the one that's there is the old program so i have to go down stairs and ask Teacher Jerson for it.. when he handed me the score sheet at the program i asked him "is this Mark's program?" Me, being so nervous and all didn't noticed that my voice is getting louder that Teacher Mon have to go out and check what was going on.. so i told her that i will be Mark's teacher for today.. i didn't know that it sounded to her that i am not aware of what a program and score sheet looks like.. she told me that i should lower my voice because the other parents and yayas can hear me and they may have a doubt that i'm not a good therapist because of my simple question.. hayy..
so there, Mark arrived at 10:30.. and we immediatelt started our session.. after having 4 sets of activities, i went downstairs to borrow crayons.. Mark's yaya reminded me that his session for today is one hour! i thought he will have two hours today.. alerted, i went upstairs and had our last set of drills and then i wrote on his journal.. tha journal will allow the parents to know what kind of drills Mark did todayand if he worked well with the teacher.. so there, i had my first therapy session ever..
i stayed at the center after lunch to see if i can do on chairs with some of the kids there when luckily Teacher Tina and Teacher Dec arrived.. i told Teacher Tina that i had a session with Mark earlier that day and she was surprised.. but i was more surprised when she told that to Teacher Dec and then she asked me if i can be one of the therepists to handle Mark.. do i have a choice? of course i answered yes, because Mark will be my first kid.. i do not know how i can hide my happy face at that time because i'm so overwhelmed by Teacher Dec.. i thought i'm the weakest link among us but thank God for answering my prayer.. tomorrow, i will have my second therapy session with Mark.. it's only for an hour and yes, the pay will be small because as i've said it's only for an hour but it's okay.. i'm still thankful because i have now my first kid.. i know that i can still have other kids as time passes by..
